Adiyen Srinivasan Pranesh
Aneka Koti Namaskaram
In Bagavad Gita, Lord Krishna says, “Atma never kills or is killed by someone”. What is killed is body only.
Ramakrishna Parahamsar says, “Narayana is Antaryami of all. But, we cannot hug a tiger for this reason”.
Though Parabrahma is indweller of all, a Jiva’s attitude depends on his karma and trigunas of Prakriti (Sattva, Rajo and Tamas). Our acts also depends on these. A Jiva is also divine, only because of the presence of Lord as inseparable yet different Antaryami.
Let us try to adhere Dharma as prescribed in scriptures to the best extent possible. However, in case of emergency, our intrinsic nature comes out. This can be changed by being in Narayana Smaranai always and by seeing Narayana as Antaryami of all living beings and Jada.
Earlier when an ant bites Adiyen, I used to kill it. Then, just thought a while on impact of harm done by ant to me and harm done by myself to ant. If ant bites, I will not die. But, ant loses life if I show anger. Hence, I started blowing the ant now days without harming it yet protecting myself.
I am allergitic to cockroaches. Earlier, I used to kill them on the moment I see them. But, now days, I cover it with a vessel, move it till door and throw it out without killing.
This is the best I can do for other creatures as I am a common man of lower caliber and not a Gnani.
Few more things that surprised me in my life. When I do Sandhya Vandhanam and Gayatri, I feel some mosquito bites and I slap them to death. Then, I used to pray Lord that, “Oh Lord Sriman Narayana! You are Antaryami of all creatures. I don’t have control over myself or these mosquitoes. But, You do have. So, please guide us. May the mosquitoes not bite me. May I not kill them due to my lower nature and add sins.” I don’t know if mosquito bites or not. But, to my surprise, I don’t feel bites after this prayer everytime.
Similar approach can be shown to all creatures. We may try to protect ourselves as far as possible, without killing them. Yet, due to our intrinsic nature, if we kill unintentionally in emergency situation or without a choice, just leave the results to Lord Himself.
This is my understanding about Pooran which was killed.
I don’t know how to take fly trap in Tirumala.
In few people’s views, it may look like a sin. But, I am thinking about the flies that may directly go to Moksham or to higher worlds by dying in Punya Kshetram like Tirumala.
I will be happy if I get a chance to die at Tirumala in this birth. I feel that the flies are lucky and the Lord of Tirumala is showering His mercy on those flies.
“Ulagam Yaavaiyum Thaamulavakkalum Nilaiperuthalum Neekkalum Neengala Alagila Vilayatudaiyar Avar Thalaivar Annavarke Saranangale” – Kamba Ramayanam Kadavul Vazhthu.
Out of His limitless games, which a normal person can’t understand, there remains a mercy of Him on some Jivas even through sinful acts of another Jiva. One who is yet to realize completely, feels that the self is doer of actions.
Nothing to worry. Let us simply surrender and free ourselves from karma. A surrendered devotee takes both merits and demerits as mercy of Lord Sriman Narayana. Intentional sins are always punishable. But, I believe God forgives unintentional sins or mistakes done out of fear or circumstances. He knows how to make us free of sins and grant as Moksham.
“Sarva Dharman paritjajya maam ekam charanam vraja. Aham tva sarva papebyo mokshayisyami maa such” – Statement of Gita, Chapter 18.
Let us not worry about mistakes already happened. Let us only see how to correct in future with guidance of Acharyan and the Almighty God. Still if it is out of control, no need to worry. Leave everything to Him.
Sarvam Shri Krishnaarpanamastu!