Srimathe Ramanujaya Namaha,
In “Dhatee Panchakam” about Swami RamanujAr, there is a slokam:
“sakala KalikathA samhRithehe: kAla daNDam”,
means
“the stick (tri-dhandam) that destroys the activities of Kali”,
The Kali yuga causes many acts and activities that are forbidden in the shastras. Ramanuja’s tridandam destroys these activities. It was by foreseeing this that Nammazhvar had sung his “poliga poliga” pasuram where he mentions “kaliyum kedum kaNdu koNmin”.
Since you are already Swami RamanujAr ThiruvAdi, Kali Purushan don’t come near any of Swami RamanujAr sambhandhis, so don’t worry about Kali Purushan.
However the Supreme BOSS is common for Kali Purushan and Swami RamanujAr.
Probably your present state may be due to Kali Purushan’s Boss leelai. You don’t need to take any break, since wherever you go, the Boss will follow…😊
Adiyen (ElayaAlwar) Srinivasa (DhoddayacharyAr) Dasan