Dear Swamy/Periyava,
Adiyen ramanujadasan.
Sometimes I felt that , with this Bad (corrupted) mind/Soul I am praying hard to get blessings from சுத்த சத்வ மயம் பெருமாள் தாயார் ! It’s not fitting to keep Diamond (Perumal) in Dirty place(my soul/mind)! I cry sometimes that why Perumal has to take such big effort to bless this neechan (me)! It’s not easy all time to think Satva Gunam… Trying my best but other priorities/ activities changing again mind/soul to dirty….
Adiyen Neechan.