Dear Swamy/Periyava,
Adiyen Neechan as like others I had several friends and enjoyed my time with them… But when I realised the Commitment to Family and to Surrender to Narayana is best time! I felt now how I spent my time in those days are not worth to recall even I smiled, happy, joy etc… what’s real Joy when I dance for my Krishna, when I do sastnga for Thirumala malaiappan… Whom should I borrow is Varadhan… But society and those frienda are not ready to accept by realisation of realy happiness! They may feel I am isolating , religious separation.. how I can tell them my time is for my Perumal, Family hereafter !? I am not really bad to them.. but not spending time with them…
