Srimathe Rangaramanuja Mahadesikaya Namaha
Srimathe Sri Varaha Mahadesikaya Namaha
Sri Velukkudi Krishnan Swamy Thriruvadigaley Sharanam
Sri Krishna Premi Swamy Thriruvadigaley Sharanam
Sri:

As Swamy told, I took medicine when I am not well. Not leaving to God fully.

Adiyen Not interested in Sanathana Dharma.

Adiyen not interested in life

Nothing motivates. Even EnPaNi not motivating.

No proper direction in life.

Perumal also not that much interest.

No Entrepreneurial propulsion.

Am I KaivalyArthi?

Adiyen not interested in me either.

No Discipline.
No consistency in anything.

What should be done?
Or
Do nothing?

Dasanudasan