Namaskaram swami
On 18th our family planned to have a dharshan of sri Athi Varadar at Kanchi. We started at 4 and reached there by 9 due to traffic. We underwent lot of trouble but unfortunately we didnt even have a glimpse of Swamy. We returned back without seeing and from that time I’m not able to concentrate on any work I still keeping thinking of me not having a dharshan of lord and I start cursing myself. I started acting weird and I kept on crying the and my husband told just leave this but my mind is not resting in peace without seeing the lord. Is this a good sign of human or not??? Are my thoughts right of saying that I will have peace in my life only of seeing the Lord.? Help me swami…