Sri Ramanuja Munaye Namaha,
Sri Velukkudi Krishnan Swami GUruve Namaha,
Dear BHagavAta,
If we just love oursleves, then it equivalent enjoying one self with no involvement of ParamAthma, which is against JeevAthma Swaroopam (True nature of each of JeevAThmas), like how we were doing it before hearing Swami’s UPanyasams, and how other Samsaris are currently doing.
If we Love the ParamAthma THE SUPREME BHagavAn SriKrishna, then the by-product also involves loving ourselves as well.
Clubbing from Swami’s Pravachanams “Vaartha Maalai, Alwargal Vaibhavam, GuruParamparai” upanyasams as below:
Kulasekara Alwar says, when we do kainkaryam, which makes all three (BhagavAN-Thayar-Us) Happy, then it means “Avanayum Avalayum Yennai Pattri Soru Thedubhavargal”, then ALwar says HE doen’t want that happiness, which is low level. Instead KUlashekara ALwar wants to see Happiness of Only “Thayar-Perumal like “Avanayum Avalyaum Pattri Soru (சோறு ) Thedubhavargal”
Avan means BHagavAN Sriman NarayanAn,
Aval means Sri MahaLakshmi Thayar,
Yennai means Each JeevAthmas,
Soru here means PUrushartham (destination) like Happiness.
So, Kulashekara Alwar says, HE wants to be like Achit (Jada Porul) while doing Kainkaryam, so that HE doesn’t want to be a part of enjoyment. When BHagavAN-Thayr THirumigam is Happy (PunnSirippu) looking at our Kainkaryam, then KUlashekara ALwar want to realize Himself as “Chit (JeevAThma)”, to enjoy the Beautiful Smile of Perumal-Thayar”.
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Another one from GuruParamparai about Acharya Swami Parasara BHattar.
Parasara BHattar Swami used to wear lot of gold ornaments, alankaram and then does Kalakshepam etc….ONe time, some shisya or a listener of Swami’s kalakshepam asked Swami, “Devareer is talking about improving Gyanam of BHagavat Vishyam and also about Vyragyam (detachment) on Materialistic things, but Devareer is wearing all costly stuffs and doing kalakshepams, if so, what will other think about Devareer”.
SWami replied, all other wear costly stuffs, ornaments, alankaram thinking that they (Athma) is Body, and “ENJOY THEMSELVES”, means “Love themselves” without involvment of ParamAThma Sriman NarayanAN. BUt, adiyen is wearing alankaram for adiyen’s ANtharyamai Peruma-THayar”. It is not for adiyen. THis is the TRUE LOVE towards ParamAThma, which will automatically make us happy.
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So, Dasaoham to BHagavAn is not Inferior, it is the Superior, since we (JeevAthmas) real nature from Swami’s PravAchanams is “Gyana Swaroopa Parathantra Swaroopam“.
Gyana Swaroopam : We JeevAthmas are made of Gyana iteself.
Parathantra Saroopam: Dependant/Servant of ParamAthma (SriKrishna).
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So, Enjoying ourselves without involvement of BHagavAn is Low Level happiness (Kalvalyam),
LOving Only ParamAthma SriKrishna is Parama Purushartham is Jeevathma (our) Swaroopam (True Nature).
So, Love GOD (BHagavAN SriKrishna) in first place, then continue loving BHagavAn, while doing so, the by-product is “our happiness” due to BhagavAN being HAPPY.
Idhai yellam naakku solli kuduttha Sri Velukkudi Krishnan Swami THirviadiyil Kainkaryame ParamaPurusharttham.
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Achitthai (Jada porulai) pol Kainkaryam seyyum podhu, Perumal-Thayar-Alwar-Acharyar-Sri Velukkudi Swami THiruMUgha Malartthiyai Paarrkkum podhu, Naam “Chitthu (Jeevaathma) yendru unarndhu Sondhasha pada vaendum.
அசித்தை (ஜட பொருளை) போல் கைங்கர்யம் செய்யும் போது, பெருமாள்-தயார்-அல்வார்-ஆச்சார்யர்-ஸ்ரீவேளுக்குடி சுவாமி திருமுக மலர்த்தியை பார்க்கும் போது, நாம் சித்து (ஜீவாத்மா) என்று உணர்ந்து சந்தோஷ பட வேண்டும்.
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Adiyen Sri Velukkudi Krishna Dasan,
Uyya Oraey Vazhi Udayavar THiruVadi,
Sarvam SriKrishnarpanam Asthu.