Srimathe Ramanujayae namaha!
Sri velukkudi krishnan swamy thiruvadigalae saranam!
Namaskaram swamy,
I have got one confusion which is striking my mind and not able to get the answer.
I am preparing for govt exam for the past 1 year and exams to be in next.6 months.Actually for the past 1 year,through perumals grace adiyen got chance to hear thiruppavi,thirupallaandu ,bhagavat gita (some extent) from our achariyar videos.
After started reading pasurams,i am getting thought if we go to job it will be like upto 58 years or 60 yrs we have to be in enthrathanam life and not sure whether we will get time to read pasuram or close to perumal.We can do but not that much adding with other responsibilitynplus job.So do we need to do that.Goal should be to reach him and live accordingly.
But other thought also coming like if we go to job only we can do kaikariam to perumal,bhagavathas and achariyar guru dakshanai. I dont know how the person to marry me will be?we should expect him to give money to do perumal kaikariyam or achariyar dakshana.All persons will not be same at all time.so we should go ?
This 2 thoughts are flashing in my mind and not able to get answer?I left to perumal feet.
adiyen.